Tuesday, February 2, 2010

another month goes by

Do you know that early pregnancy signs and pre menstrual signs are the same? It's also hell when you want to conceive so badly you can't trust your body anymore. When I first got pregnant, I was so sure, days within the conception that I was pregnant. Now, after one month of "hysterical pregnancy" I don't trust my instincts anymore. I want it so bad, I fool myself.
So here I am, feeling strangely tired, hot and my lower abs is cramping. It's a symptom of either pregnancy or PMS. The worst part is, I have to wait 3-5 more days till I can do a test again.
I hate that test. I hate waking up in the morning, peeing and waiting for another line to appear.
I don't like waiting anymore.

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