This must be another stage I'm not aware of.
Do you know how normal heartbreaks are?
It starts out with denial. You're thinking it can't possibly happen to you even after it did.
Then you wish that he would come back to you and everything will be normal again. You waste tears remembering what happened, what could have happened and all the other what ifs but nothing ever changes.
You try to live your life the way it was before you even got together or even before your heart got broken. Everyone's treading lightly by you because they don't want to trigger a crying fit or they keep asking how you are and you're response is always a polite "I'm OK".
Always.
The worse part is, now you're scared of ever letting this happen to you again. You realize you don't always get what you want and your heart is so fragile it can get broken all over again.
Deep down inside though, you're still waiting and hoping for someone to love.
I almost forgot one question. When can you start trying again?
That's where I am right now.
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